Sunday, May 10, 2009

the waiting game

part of being grown up enough to do this is being wise enough to know how to wait.
that seems vaguely paradoxical. and more than vaguely painful.
but i'm trusting it will be right sooner than we think.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

2009

this is the year that we start trying.
it all feels so much more... real? ...immediate? now that i'm not saying "next year we're going to start trying for a baby."
i'm thrilled. i'm terrified. i'm so excited.
will i be pregnant by the end of the year? or even the middle? will we be one of those couples who gets knocked up on their first try, or is this the beginning of an incredibly long journey? i don't know, but i'm feeling positive about it, so hopefully that good energy will translate into an outcome that is best for everyone.

wish us luck around april!